I’ve been a bator for many years now, but I’ve always been curious about chastity and the idea of not having access to my main source of pleasure. How would my body react? Together with my keyholder, we decided to start Locktober, and what I’ve experienced has definitely shaped the way I see sex and bating.

The conditions were clear: one full month of strict caged time. We would clean the cage once per week, and I wouldn’t be able to touch my dick under any circumstance. I was expecting to be very annoying to my keyholder. However, I was surprised at myself. Honestly, I started feeling kinda “relieved”: while having sex, I could focus on giving pleasure, which is what I enjoy the most. My cock was out of the equation, so I didn’t have to think whether it was hard or not. All I had to do was give pleasure. And thus I find a new way of pleasure for myself. It’s very different from what I’m used to, of course, it’s more mental, like entering a sub state-of-mind where your main goal is to please others.

Throughout the month, I became more and more horny. Sex wasn’t helping, but fortunately I was able to control it, and my day-to-day life was not affected either. I did miss bating a lot, mostly before going to bed. I would think about those days just enjoying my cock, up and down, and edging non-stop for hours… but all I could do was think about how to make my cock soft again so I could fall asleep.

Locktober went by surprisingly fast. On November 1st, I received a 2h edging session, which was AMAZING. I ended up with my cock inflamed, dry and peeled. I didn’t expect it to be so sensitive after 30 days of not touching it at all. Since then, I’m caged most of the time, and yes, my bating sessions are fewer, but they’re way more intense.